I bought a couple of item off of Amazon, knowing I could return them easily, which have hidden cameras in them, I thought it would be interesting to have an image (shown below) which has a few hidden cameras in it, but without pointing out where they are.
How many cameras do you see?
Below are the cameras pointed out so that you can see where they are.
When I thought about how many cameras are in this one corner of the kitchen, I started to realise that this is how I feel every day, every time I am washing up or cooking or anything normal, I constantly feel as if my every move is being watched. To someone who does not necessarily deal with this sort of paranoia, I am hoping that they will begin to understand it a bit better through actually being watched and by seeing how it feels. I would never wish this thoughts and feelings upon anyone, I would much prefer for people to live ‘norma;’ happy lives, but what I would like to do is for them to just understand what it is like to feel this way. Even though this is a big part of my daily life, the feeling of being watched, it is still just a minor aspect of what the aftermath of mental abuse can cause. I struggle to do anything as I feel like someone might be watching me and judging me for doing it when in reality I should not worry about this at all.